Hmm, I apparently double booked my monday. I wanted to go get a tattoo on monday but I forgot that I need to pick up my brother from DIA on monday, so thats what I'll be doing.
On that note, there have been a lot of little dissapointments lately. Another one is that I can't get the part time lab job I wanted, which means no new computer for a while. The most I could hope to scrap together in the next month would include the aproximately 300 I have plust the excess of student loans~200, maybe 90 dollars that I've loaned people, and whatever my latest cook paycheck, thats about 100. So all in all thats around 700, but I still have to eat, and pay for gas, and maybe another textbook. I may be able to make a little by tutoring and working weekends but I'm just not satisfied with the timeframe. I am all for taking advice on the subject.

To keep you up to date I will recount the events of note in my life. Firstly, I went and shadowed Dr. becki burman for 5 hours, and saw 5 tooth extractions. I am back in classes and that's looking to be a fun time. I may have to take on a lot of students to tutor because the semester looks to be expensive.

Well that's the old on with the new. I have once again been crafting like mad. Crochet, knitting, chainmaille, sewing. I'm loving it.

On a more serious note.

Of late I have been troubled. I have been troubled by my current relationship. When the relationship began it felt like such a privilege to be with her. Now, it feels more like a chore. I think I'm only staying in the relationship out of habit, and because I don't want to hurt the girls feelings. To be truthful I don't really feel like I'm really all that good a partner either. In earnest I think she'd be happier with someone else. It's not that there's anything really wrong with either of us or the relationship in general, but when I ask myself, "why are you in this relationship", I can honestly say that it isn't because it makes me happy.

aug 12, good day

for now I am short on time so all I will say is that today was great, more later.

lately

Lets see what's on my mind....Hmm.

First thing that pops in there is that I need to get a few things organized in my life. I have come up with a definite plan for the next couple of years but I need to do a few things to get the ball rolling.

In the short term I need to find my friend Will and organize a workout plan with him. I need to find out when we can meet and workout, where he's at physically and where he wants to get to.

I also need to find a good temp job for the next semester or two. Just something to get me by. I've decided I'll probably need to take a few classes this semester, not many but one or two. To that end I'll probably want to get some financial aid, so I have to get my fafsa re-filed.

I also need to switch advisors, to the pre-prof advisors. I'm not particularly fond of that idea since they both treat me with absolutely no respect, and I really don't trust one of them.

I'm also still in need of dentists to shadow, seems most of the good ones don't really have any room in their operatories for one extra person.

Well thats my to do list.