I've been a little depressed lately. I know mopey fucking emo kid. But I've been trying to be constructive and not complain. Mostly I've been trying to think of what it is I really want, that is, what would make me happy. I've come up with a little wish list of sorts, maybe a list of goals, I'm not sure. It goes a little like this:
I want to finish craft projects, I have so many.
I want to feel needed, and not like I'm some god damn nuisance.
I want to find an "adult" companion.
I want to do well in classes--oddly this might be the only one that comes true.
I want to finally save enough for my new computer.
I want to battle!!!!!!!
I want a new tattoo and peircing.
and most of all, I want to believe the things on this list will actually help.